Bipolar Disorder Patient's Depression Art

I just recently realized that a couple of art pieces in my home really remind me of my "shadow" side, the depression in me. I didn't create these pieces, but I really feel a connection with them. 

The first picture is a ceramic sculpture of a faceless girl holding a jar. This was my mother's. She collected quite a bit of art, and when this piece was in her home, it always bothered my, kind of creeped me out. After my mother died, I kept some of her art pieces and sold others. When I was considering what to do with this one, I stared at it for a long time, and suddenly it looked beautiful and sad to me. Now it hangs in my living room. 

This second photo is of a painting I purchased while on vacation last year in Northern California. It's titled "Grace" by artist Yarrow Summers. As soon as I saw it, I had to have it. The way the woman in blue is staring off into the unknown seemed very melancholy to me. I looks like I feel when I am sad and still.

Do you have, or know of, any pieces of art that really relate to your depression of mania? Leave a comment.

Click here to see my post on Bipolar Art. 

Bipolar Disorder: Qualifying for Disabilty Benefits & Income Support

Although more mentally ill people are qualifying for disability benefits than ever before, only a fraction of applicants get approved.

There are numerous ads on mental health sites (including mine) in which law firms offer their assistance to those seeking income support for mental health disability. These ads piqued my interest, and I began to wonder, would I qualify? What's involved in the application process? Do you need a lawyer to get approval? 

The main thing that I learned through my research is that getting disability benefits for mental illness is a complicated and often unsuccessful process. I still have more investigating to do, but, at this point, my recommendation to others is: 1. learn as much as possible through your own research, 2. get a free consultation from lawyer (or 2) who specializes in disability benefits. 

The following is a summary of what I learned, as well as several helpful links to additional information.

Mental Illness, Work and Income Support Programs 

That's the title of a 2009 study published in the American Journal of Psychiatry. Although the study is more than three years old, it did provide some interesting info, and is worth reading (Click here for the full article). 

In 1978, less than 2% of new disability awards were for mental illness. By 2005, 30% of new awards went to the mentally ill. That more recent statistic may sound promising, but still only a fraction of those who apply for benefits are approved. The application screening process is involved and requires substantial documentation to support the existence of disability. The study described three main types of assistance available: 

• Social Security Disability Insurance (SSDI): Only people who have paid Social Security taxes can become insured for benefits, meaning you have to have a work history.

• Supplemental Security Income (SSI): Based on need and qualifying as disabled.

• Temporary Assistance for Needy Families (TANF): The study mentioned that many people with symptoms of mental illness utilize this program.

For help understanding the difference the difference between SSDI and SSI, see:

• Difference between Social Security disability and SSI disability

• Social Security Disability Benefits

The following sites have useful information on what is involved in the screening process to qualify for social security disability income:

• Mental Illness and Social Security Disability, by NoLo, Law for All

• Allsup, a private Social Security disability claims services company, provides a helpful explanation of Social Security's five-step process to determine if a bipolar patient qualifies for SSDI.

• Disability Evaluation Under Social Security: Mental Disorders (Affective Disorders 12.04)

Do you have experience with disability benefits for your bipolar disorder? Please share your experience so that we can learn from each other!